Another Step Into Darkness. . .

It has always seemed to me, that as we go on in our lives, we make changes; not just little ones, but large ones. Ones that effect our whole way of being. Something that changes the way we have been living. Another step on the road of life. Sometimes however, that step is blind; blind in hope that everything will be okay. Blind in the fact we don't know for sure, but we have a good idea. We can only plan so many steps before we start walking without thinking, and although this is how it's suppose to be, we should always remember to think before stepping. For while walking is good, walking blindly is dangerous. None the less, here I go, taking a blind step; I must say, I am a little ify at best.

I know where I am going I will love, it's beautiful, and I know I will love what I will be doing, cause I have been doing it for some years now. The difference is, will I be able to make it in the world without my suit on? I've had it on long enough that life may almost feel incomplete without it on. They say taking the first step is the hardest to do, but this is not my first step, and yet, I am standing here tapping my foot in the dark wondering if this blind walking thing is a good idea.

Now that I start to think about it, I've been walking blind for some time now, just taking the steps as they come to me. Not really having a GREAT PLAN, just going along with things as they came to me. I am turning out just fine, and still 6' above ground, so I must be doing something right.

So here is to the blind steps we take, the walking we do without thinking, and the future; although it may be ours, it's not entirely our to decide.