Right about now. . .

Right about now I would love to sleep! I would love the chance to close my eyes an know that I will be waking up to the sweet sounds of my alarm clock in the morning rather then just tossing and turning. Waking up ever hour or so. Right about now, I would even welcome the ability to sleep on the floor! Sleep at all would be so great, and yet, it's so unreal to me. Unreal to me as a fairy tail might be to a child growing out of it. Once, it came to me so sweetly and continuously. Like a child growing out of The Easter Bunny or The Tooth Fairy, my sleep has slowly left me as well.

Right about now, I would love to be able to talk with someone, but everyone is asleep. They are in their great moments of dreaming. It is now that I feel the most alone; alone in the dark with no where to turn to. It doesn't matter how many friends on Facebook you have or Myspace, when it's all hours of the night, your bound to find, your the only one up. At first, it's no big deal. You watch some of your favorite movies, read a book, even just turn on some music and lay in bed. However, the movies don't seem so favorite after awhile. A book begins to bore you where you once couldn't put it down. The music, it's still there, and your still laying in bed. . . waiting. Sounds become amplified, even the faintist of sounds; to the point where your not even sure if your hearing something, or if you just think your hearing something.

Yes, right about now I am going crazy! Short trip, I know, but it seems I go there often and no longer need to ask for directions. I have my second home there, nice view, not crowded, just me, myself, and I. So this is me, wishing you the best sleep you've had, because I know what it's like not to have such great things in my life.

Right about now I'm getting ready to turn on my music and lay in bed, see you when the rest of the world wakes up. . . Night.