Wednesday, May 18, 2011

What's Next?

Ever wake up and you just know it's not going to be a very lively day? There is just something about the mood you wake up in; I often wonder what that's all about. I find myself waking up in that funk more and more often. The decisions in my life that use to be so simple and easy are now fogged over and frowned with confusion. Here's the real kicker. . . I don't even know why! I just wake up and think, "great, what's next?" I am suppose to be training for a half marathon, but that has been less then great and I find myself walk right past the workout room. I find myself being more fake so not so many people notice my funk, but I know I'm not the only person who experiences this; at least I hope I'm not. So my question is this, what's next? How do I get out of this place? I try to go and do the things I use to that made me happy, but the same things don't have the same appeal. Kinda sad, although music still holds me as it did before. I can totally go to my computer and play a song. . . or a couple of songs and it will be right on target with what I'm feeling. Is this all that I have? How do I go from happy go getter all the time to oh really, why do I care in my life with nothing that has made a big life change in a negative way? Talk about looking for a compass. Any ideas. . . I'll try almost anything. . . Almost. . . who knows, give me a week and I just might try anything! Until tomorrow, good bye and good luck with your endeavors.

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  1. Call me and we will chat about this post and my ideas.

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